Well I am back.
I got a little less alcohol in my blood, and alot more acid in my gut but Im back. And the doctor says I could be released.

I have no idea what the big deal was anyway. Lotsa people go Ice-skating. Granted I did do it in the nude. But I didnt want to mess up my clothes when I fell.
And yes I did go to the most expensive rink intown to do it. But hey. Its where the rich people go. Better ice! I mean come on!
Im not crazy. A naked blackman ice skating is really easy ti understand.
And besides....
The neighborhood one aint safe. The zamboni doesnt work and there are too many drive-bys. Which is kinda stupid when you think about it. Big mexican dude on skates passes you up. Then.... "Hey esse.. You dont run your mouth no more. BANG BANG". Gives a whole new meaning to "ice that mother"


PJ and I are on speaking terms now. More like she talks and I go, "uh huh"
She finally came clean about everything. IT seems she was after and with who I said it was. BUT, and you will love this.
HE dumped her. Left her for someone else.

SO she came to talk to me about it. Kinda like confessing your sins, ya know? So I listened. She cried a lot. ALOT. I was sympathetic to a point. Only to a point. After all, she did lie to me and go out with another guy.

Some people have expressed concern that I might fall into it again.
I can assure everyone, I wont. I live by a very cold rule.
"They didnt want you when they had you. So dont be fooled by pretty words. They used those before."

Because of all this I dumped a few 'friends'
People I was there for. People that used to call me at all hours.
"She left me".. and I would say, "Im on the way"
"Hes strung out on crack"... and I would say, "Im on the way"
"The cops say someone has to drive me home"... and I would say, "Im on the way"
"My husband hit me"... and I would say, "Im on the way"
"Im stuck and I dont have a ride"... and I would say, "Im on the way"
"He hasnt answered his phone in three days"... and I would say, "Im on the way"
"I hit someone on the freeway"... and I would say, "Im on the way"
"I got evicted and have to leave today"... and I would say, "Im on the way"
And for all of this. Where were these people?
Not home. No one returned a call. And one person hung up.
Only Amber and Lance stuck around. Just them. And I love them for it.

So, when I had set myself to near right, I deleted contacts.
I do not return their calls now. Nor do I intend to.

And heres a little tip for everyone.
When you see a guy holding a flashlight on the side of the highway, pull over. Its probably a cop
Oh, and heres one more tip. If the taser dont work, they will shoot you.